From the Hand of God

From the Hand of God
for Arba



You will submit and then see the truth

The ending is always the same because 
          it is always the same as the beginning 


You will realize the stupidity of your struggles


In a moment’s time, you will remember the old trick 

And you will curse yourself for having betrayed Him once again 
You will kneel before Him 


You will kiss His hand 

          His finger 

          His ring finger


You will lust for Him 

And your tongue will taste His hand 


You will long to be with him again, near him, to caress him 


You will confess all of your sins 

And You will know His love which hurts the most 

Because you will know His vengeance

And you will be cut from the hand of God 


You will be the ring finger cut from the hand of God


You will be that reminder to Him of something tragic, fearful, and base 


The hand will survive without the finger 

But the finger alone is dead 


You will curse yourself for having betrayed Him 


You will curse Him in your darkness


You will betray His creations so that the strong will be exalted

 

You will crave nothing but to return to Him








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